Things have gone a lot better than expected today. I can’t believe how paranoid I get sometimes, hence I had a good reason to be paranoid this time. None of these matter now. I know the truth. I trust him. I love him. He loves me. Get out of our way. I don’t understand all the hate that have been going on.

After the perfect romantic night, with rose petals in bed, champagne and cupcakes, I woke up today to find out my boyfriend has a secret life that I don’t belong in. A world that I’m a complete stranger to. The more I read of it, I realized I never really knew him. He’s just a stranger from another world, that stopped by in my world for a get-away. Funny. He lied for over two years. And I never knew. Today I found out he never got over her. He always loved her. He always cheated. He always loved other women but he still never got over her. He loved everyone but me. I should have believed when they told me he was a liar and a cheater. My heart’s broken. I love him.